At The Dinner Table

This task was originally Published in The July 2004 Issue of The ZoneNet Newsletter

It was very hard having an overweight child. Wherever we were, people just stared. I often wondered if she saw what I saw. I wish I could have protected my 8 year old, Jeanine, from the eyes of this world. I wish I could have shielded her from those stares. We never really talked much here and there it. It was simply too painful. It is barely as if as long as we didn't talk carelessly it, it was not real. She pretended not to notice but I knew she saw how people reacted to her. She was a smart, perceptive child. From a very early age, she every hour saw things that I did not even notice. There was that time on a trip to Washington, D.C. she asked me, "Mom, why are there so many homeless people in our nation's capital?"

I accusing myself for her weight problems. We were a generally obese family and we did not practice the best eating habits. We hardly ever exercised. Even our dog was fat. From the beginning, I rewarded her with junk food for everything from getting a good grade at school to up-to-the-minute a good girl and doing as she was told. I would wave cookies in front of her so that she would stop crying. By 3 years old, she had started manipulating me instead of the other way around!

I had no idea how much I was really conditioning her to reward herself with food as she got older. It was as if she walked through life feeling she deserved something simply for doing what she was supposed to do. I felt so helpless that it had gotten this far out of control. As she got older and spent more time away from home whereas of school, I simply could not watch her all the time as she rewarded herself with sweets bars and ice cream for no reason at all. And she could get all of this stuff at school too! It was easily free-speaking to her. She stayed away from some green unless it was seemingly colored. One day at school, Jeanine complained of living being dizzy. She experienced short dizzy spells a couple of days following that.

She was unusually tired much of the time. She would snap at her young brother-an infant! She was never this way towards him. We didn't consider any of these things symptoms of something. We just thought Jeanine's body was going through changes until one day when she not quite fainted in P.E. class.

That very afternoon, the physician diagnosed her with Type one diabetes. AlThough I wished she did not have to suffer by getting pricked with needles and having to go to the doctor so often, her condition has gotten our entire family involved in eating right. back all, we all eat at the same dinner table. We cut out juices, soda and sugary carbs, which do a real number on rubric sugar levels.

Now our 4-person household has lost over one hundred pounds in 6 months. Even our 3-year old shed several pounds! It is a miracle since we do not eat half as much and yet we do not feel hungry like we used to. Jeanine is fitting into smaller and smaller counterpane and is a lot more in operation in extracurricular activity at school. And she no longer sits on the sidelines in gym class. She’s even going to be on the intramural volleyball team next year! The most ironic thing is that Jeanine may have diabetes, but she’s the healthiest that she has ever been in her entire life!